神秘博士特别篇：时间尽头(下)

Please，let me help you You are burning up your own life force some new man goes sauntering away And I am dead生生如此，有人出生，新的脸庞，相爱和离别，但我与这一切无关 She's got him She is making do Aren't we all?我们难道不是吗？ Because you don't need to own the universe just see it To have the privilege of seeing the whole of time and space That's ownership enough客亦知夫水与月乎？逝者如斯，而未尝往也；盈虚者如彼，而卒莫消长也。盖将自其变者而观之，则天地曾不能以一瞬；自其不变者而观之，则物与我皆无尽也，而又何羡乎!且夫天地之间，物各有主,苟非吾之所有，虽一毫而莫取。惟江上之清风，与山间之明月，耳得之而为声，目遇之而成色，取之无禁，用之不竭，是造物者之无尽藏也，而吾与子之所共适。” Allon sy出发 Galllifrey falls this song is ending but the story never ends

小十是我的第一位博士，也是我最爱的博士。因为这个角色，我爱上了一部剧。 他是最后的时间领主， 一个无家可归的漫游者， 一位孤独的神灵。 从点开新版第二季的那一刻起，就被他深深吸引。我脑海中的博士印象基本都由小十塑造。所有的浪漫、疯狂都从他开始，所有精彩绝伦的旅程也由他启航。 他曾经骑着白马从时间窗口冲进18世纪，只为救一个相信他的女孩。他曾燃烧了一颗恒星，来和分隔在宇宙另一边的Rose说一声告别。因为Donna不喜欢圣诞节，他为她变出一场漫天飞雪。他在泰坦尼克号上短暂邂逅了一个女孩，最后只能亲吻她的幻影，目送她化为星尘远去。 他如此喜欢人类，以至于自己变成人类时居然遗忘了过去。他生命中最重要的人似乎从来不会停留片刻。他们相遇，然后告别，周而复始，直到他厌倦了这个循环。“人们曾和我一起旅行，我已经失去了他们，所有人”。所以遇见Christian时，他拒绝了她的请求，只带着一段美好的记忆转身离去。注定的结局在很久以前就被揭晓，抗争失败后他只能接受，直面自己最后的战役。 《时间尽头》上的小十不再蹦来蹦去。他表现得如此安静，眼睛里却透出深深的忧伤与绝望。夺去他生命的四下不是法师的敲击，也不是时间领主的心跳，只是一个老人无助的敲门声。决定牺牲自己之前，他愤怒不已。“我还能做这么多，可这就是我的下场，我的回报，这不公平。”可是所谓的宿命，也是他自己做出的选择。他最终平静下来，走进了另一扇门，淡淡地说“这是我的荣幸”。 生命的最后，他乘着Tardis，穿越时间与空间，向朋友们告别。大部分同伴都收获了一个圆满的结局。博士默默注视着他们，欣慰，又带着隐隐的失落。“他们没有和我在一起，但他们最终找到了幸福”。 他去参加了Donna的婚礼。初见的时候，她一身婚纱。她落进Tardis，转过头来，他们的故事由此开始。告别的时候，她还是一身婚纱。只是这一次，他们的目光并未交汇。 他见到了新年前夜的Rose。那时他们的故事还未曾开始。她祝他新年快乐，微笑着说“回见”，却不知角落中的这位陌生人爱了她一生，来向她做最后一次告别。 他有那么多的朋友，最后还是孤独死去。 Cause you were my doctor. To days to come. All my love to long ago. 再见，我的小十。 再见，我的博士。 这首歌结束了，但你的传奇永不落幕。

Oh, he loves playing with Earth girls. DOCTOR: You're a genius. You're stone cold brilliant, you are. I swear, you really are. But you could be so much more. You could be beautiful. With a mind like that, we could travel the stars. It would be my honour. Because you don't need to own the universe, just see it. To have the privilege of seeing the whole of time and space. That's ownership enough. MASTER: Would it stop, then? The noise in my head? DOCTOR: I can help. MASTER: I don't know what I'd be without that noise. DOCTOR: I wonder what I'd be, without you. DOCTOR: I'm older than you. WILF: Get away. DOCTOR: I'm nine hundred and six. WILF: Nine hundred years. We must look like insects to you. DOCTOR: I think you look like giants. And that's how the Master started. lt's not like I'm an inocet. l've taken lives. I got worse. I got clever, manipulated people into taking their own. Sometimes I think a Time Lord lives too long. I can't. I just can't. That's an order, Doctor. Take the gun. You take the gun and save your life. And please don't die. You're the most wonderful man and I don't want you to die. DOCTOR: There's an old Earth saying, Captain. A phrase of great power and wisdom, and consolation to the soul in times of need. ADDAMS: What's that, then? DOCTOR: Allons-y! DOCTOR: Get out of the way. The link is broken. Back into the Time War, Rassilon. Back into hell. RASSILON: You'll die with me, Doctor. DOCTOR: I know. MASTER: Get out of the way. You did this to me! All of my life! You made me! One! Two! Three! Four! WILF: Look, just leave me. DOCTOR: Okay, right then, I will. Because you had to go in there, didn't you? You had to go and get stuck, oh yes. Because that's who you are, Wilfred. You were always this. Waiting for me all this time. WILF: No really, just leave me. I'm an old man, Doctor. I've had my time. DOCTOR: Well, exactly. Look at you. Not remotely important. But me? I could do so much more. So much more! But this is what I get. My reward. And it's not fair! Oh. Oh. I've lived too long. WILF: No. No, no, please, please don't. No, don't! Please don't! Please! DOCTOR: Wilfred, it's my honour. DOCTOR: Was she happy in the end? VERITY: Yes. Yes, she was. Were you? I just wanted to give you this. Wedding present. Thing is, I never carry money, so I just popped back in time, borrowed a quid off a really lovely man. Geoffrey Noble, his name was. Have it, he said. Have that on me. DOCTOR: And you. What year is this? ROSE: Blimey, how much have you had? 2005, January the first. DOCTOR: 2005. Tell you what. I bet you're going to have a really great year. ROSE: Yeah? See you. We will sing to you, Doctor. The universe will sing you toyour sleep. This song is ending, but the story never ends. I don't want to go.